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Sunday, February 19, 2006

Too Much Movie Man

I guess from the last two posts you could say I see a lot of movies. On Friday night, I saw Walk The Line, about the early years of Johnny Cash and June Carter.

It appealed to the romantic in me, but I like its realism: it shows the flaws, that all was not perfect in their getting together, and in themselves as people. I love the way he proposed to her, saying he had hurt her so much, and promised not to do it again. I hope to have that kind of marriage one day. Not a perfect movie, but very interesting to a semi wannabe fan like me. There is a fantastic article in Rolling Stone a while back about Johnny Cash and his relationship with Rick Rubin. Very inspiring, spiritually. After a quick search I don't think it's online.

Record company exec: "Mr Cash, your fans are all good christian folks, they don't want to hear you entertaining murderers and rapists in prison."
John Cash: "Well they ain't christian then."

Very impressed that both Phoenix and Witherspoon sang all the vocals themselves, they did a good job.

listening to earlier tonight i had ABBA's "Gimme A Man After Midnight" on my brain. What's with that?

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Syriana, Oil and Truth

I want to see the movie Syriana. I've just seen Jarhead tonight, which shows scenes of US soldiers wandering around in burning oilfields in the first Gulf war, reminding me a lot of a very slow arty film by some German guy (help me out here Duncan) about the capping of those wells. Jarhead also shows young US guys getting drunk, being jerks, and being shouted at by mentally disturbed "officers". JHead's an ok movie, I feel strangely ambivalent about it. Which i suppose is one of the themes of the movie; "War is dull, and I didn't get to kill anyone."

Anyway, here's a very interesting article from an (English speaking) Arab newspaper about Syriana. Wheels within wheels, the plot thickens...

I mentioned in an earlier blog somewhere that Paradise Now is an amazing must-see movie. All these movies are set in the Middle East, and some of them question the role of oil. And coincidentally I've been thinking a bit about how we use oil to make plastic, along with my growing concern about plastic pollution - our overuse of plastics. Oil will run out one day, perhaps in my lifetime. (I will leave aside the debate over exactly when. Most people think about cars, but i think the loss of plastic will be a greater difficulty given possible alternative fuels for vehicles. Expect me to rant more on this topic soon.



listening to Metamorphosis : Legacy of the Clenched Fist

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Too Much Coffee Man

Too much coffee man is a great comic, not to mention the others Shannon does. Check out http://www.tmcm.com



listening to Matt Bentley : The Algorithm That Generated A Star

Friday, February 17, 2006

Back

Back from the beach, really nice to catch up with my two sisters. My main aim was to get some evening beachwalking in, which was achieved along with midnight walks on the beach in the full moonlight. Wish i coulda stayed longer. Did some good writing, or writing prep, some of which may find its way here. Big thanks to Jen for loan of the car. My discovery of the day is that road dirt on cars REALLY NEEDS SOAP to get it off, not just a rinse and scrub. Came back to find the cat had peed on my desk.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Road Trippin

Gonna do a road trip very soon, to Palmie North and Wellington (1000km return?). And hopefully a day or two to Pakiri beach to see my sisters. Beach! Road trip! Yaaaay! Not bad for a guy without a car. Hmm... blogs. Why live my life, when I can just write about it?

Irony: I said there were sometimes weeks between posts. Now I'm averaging 3 a day! The good thing is my creativity is on a roll at the moment. Sorry to those who are overwhelmed, just hit delete.

listening to Visage : Fade To Grey

Think too much

Henry Rollins (formerly in Black Flag)



has some screwed up opinions, and some good ones. This is one I relate to often. Ahh, the trials of being a genius...


Disconnect

Don’t like to think too much, it makes me think too much,
It keeps my mind on my mind
Don’t wanna see too much, it makes me see to much
Sometimes I’d rather be blind

All the things that they’re saying & doing
When they pass me by just fills me up with noise
It overloads me
I wanna disconnected myself
Pull my brain stem out and unplug myself
I want nothing right now, I want to pull it out

Chorus:
Yeah, I want to pull it out, yeah
I wanna break it all down, hey, I wanna pull it out
Yeah, yeah, disconnect myself, disconnect myself
I wanna see it go down, yeah, disconnect myself

A thousand miles an hour going nowhere fast
Clinging to the details of your past
Talking ’bout your damage and you're wasting my time
Wanna be the king of pain, stand in line
All the numbers and the colours and the facts
Backed by the rumours and the figures and the stats
I think I’m gonna download my mind

Chorus

Too damn bad if at the end of the day the only thoughts
In your brain are all the things that they say, what a waste
Too damn bad if at the end of the line you got no idea
What’s on your own mind, you got no one to blame but yourself
Too much to know, too much to see
It might mean something to you but it’s nothing to me
Its just another ad for someone’s version of how they think it should be

I wanna disconnect myself, pull my brains damn out, unplug myself
I want nothing right now, I want to pull it out

Chorus


I will try not to quote endless band lyrics here, as others probably find them boring. They're better in context with the music anyway.

listening to Rollins Band : Disconnect (what else?)

Random thoughts from a Canadian

Happened to bump into friend Kneesha online this am. So here is
a tribute to a girl who deserves to have something nice said about her on valentines day from an extremely platonic male friend
(her words.)

Speaking of Valentines Day,
my friend christian in his bitterness pointed out to me that valentines day and vereneal disease share the same initials.

AHAHAHA!

I also like how on her MySpace page (WHY do i hate myspace? iono) she says


BANDS!!!!!! I WILL NOT ADD YOU [AS A FRIEND] IF YOU ARE A SCREAMO HARD ROCK BAND BECAUSE I DO NOT LIKE SCREAMO HARD ROCK BANDS. PLEASE DO NOT ADD ME. THANK YOU :)

and

PEOPLE WHO WANT TO ADD ME IF YOU ARE JUST A FRIEND WHORE, AND YOU ARE GOING TO ADD ME AND NEVER TALK TO ME PLEASE DONT BOTHER. PLEASE MESSAGE ME FIRST AND ASK IF YOU CAN ADD ME OTHERWISE I WONT ADD YOU AT ALL. THANK YOU :)


That last one I think sums up why i hate myspace. Why have 800 “friends”, or even 40 “friends” if you don't actually know them or talk to them? I prefer friends I can see in real life. But I am glad she talked to me this am, as I was very tired and negative when I got up. As usual.

Kneesha is 21, Canadian of French descent, only speaks a tiny bit of le Francais and has an obession with poo. Or maybe her friends do. If you really want to know more about her, check out http://www.myspace.com/kneesha

She is actually a nicer, deeper and more decent person than my facetious bio makes out. This was written with her permission. I have been pondering “writers ethics”, and although some writers write about family and friends and “damn the consequences”, I value my friends more than that.

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Here's a pic i like from friend Hazey



listening to The Eagles : Take It Easy (puke)

Monday, February 13, 2006

How to Write Industrial Lyrics

This link will only be funny to those who've listened to a few industrial music acts. How to Write Industrial Lyrics

My favorite is "Angst", which displays that "I'm cooler than thou" attitude i despise, so prevalent in many music devotees. Sadly, these are typical things that I've heard industrial fans say.

Not sure what "Industrial" music is? Think Nine Inch Nails or maybe Marilon Manson's "Beautiful People" track, which are easy to find though many hXc (hardcore) industrial fans would spit. Industrial bands include Front Line Assembly, Skinny Puppy, KMFDM, Wumpscut. By contrast, EBM is "electronic body music", which is basically like 80's synthpop (eg Depeche Mode, Erasure, Tears For Fears), more melodic and less harsh with proper singing. EBM bands include VNV Nation, Namnambulu and Seabound.

For the record, Canada's Front Line Assembly is one of my alltime favourite bands. See the excellent Mindphaser site. The folks behind FLA are also "Delerium", the 'techno/dance' act and several others. It's partly their openness to other musical styles and versatility which makes me respect them, which i've tried to aim for in my own music and DJing. But mostly because they make absolutely kickin' tunes.

listening to The Boo Radleys : Wake Up Boo

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

Permanent Middle Age Crisis

Around at friend Jen's, I found the last of a 2 week-old bottle of Rose wine in her fridge with a table knife sitting in it. Why? Turns out she'd heard that putting a spoon in the neck of the bottle stops the wine from going off. Well, she didn't have a spoon handy and the knife fell into the bottle. Oops. Of such are the little stories of life composed. Don't ask why she has a bowl of frozen salad in the freezer.

(Must find out if that spoon idea is a myth, maybe it's something to do with atmospheric pressure).

We took a walk in the waste land across the road and later watched Fargo, plus the interviews on the DVD with Joel and Ethan Cohen, the writers/directors. Fargo was quite different to what i thought it would be, yah, thought it would be darker. “Minnesota nice”, yah. I've been to Minneapolis too, DJed there a long time ago.

I've been indulging in a permanent midlife crisis all my life, so I found comforting words in a Listener interview with (ex)journalist Linda Clark recently:


She has been mulling for several years a return to university. “I always imagined I'd do it when the kids went to school and then you think, 'Well, why wait for something you really want? What's the advantage of waiting?' There is none.”
She is motivated... by the very idea of a change of career.
“Without a doubt, the most inspiring people I've interviewed doing Nine To Noon have been people who've had more than one career. Without exception, they have been inspiring because what those people say is that it is all an adventure. It's rethinking middle age and beyond”.


listening to: Black Sabbath : Paranoid (really, it's just a coincidence, I'm not being ironic!)

Spidergreat

I think Spiderbait is my new favourite band. For today, anyway.
At times a bit glam like T-Rex, fuzzy guitars, punky, melodic, hooky, quirky. Comparisons with Garbage might be appropriate, but they are much more than that as they have a male singer as well. Proves good things do come from our Australian cousins. Fave tracks: F**ken awesome (from Tonight, Alright), Shazam! (from Grand Slam).

listening to: As above

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Friday, February 10, 2006

See this! Arctic-Antarctic

My great achievement today was train-ing into town and buying a diary. Great, now I'm organised and the year can start. Only 2 months late. Now I can stop being an unemployed bum and get a job and a life. (Nevermind that, comparatively, I'm being motivated, optimistic and creative writing music and wurdz).

Oh yeah, while I was there I read some of a bio of Black Sabbath. Man, I'm glad I don't (yet) have to tour exhaustively like those guys. My plan of conquest involves me jumping straight from my home studio to a well-received album and comfy hotels while my road crew set up the gigs for me, completely bypassing vans and lots of motorway/autobahn travel.

Also confirmed that Black Sabbath were never into the occult personally, they were mostly bemused by it when real dark arts people invited them to do weird stuff with them. Their manager did take advantage of the hype by releasing false stories involving sacrifices etc. Never trust a band's own media, hee hee.

Friend Charlotte writes



I've written a play called Arctic-Antarctic. It's about bipolar and
it's showing at BATS theatre in Wellington for the Fringe Festival,
February 20-23 at 9:30 pm. It's directed by David Lawrence who won Director
of the Year last year.

It is a really important play about mental illness and really not just
for people with bipolar but for people with any kind of mental illness
at all and also, perhaps ESPECIALLY, for people who have to live with
these people. In some ways it is my apology play and also an explanation
of sorts, but not a justification. If you know what I'm talking about.

Anyway, PLEASE TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW IN WELLINGTON! everyone and anyone you think this could be relevant to! because it really will be very very good.


I believe her. She's a good writer. I'd love to make it to Wellytoon to see it myself.

listening to Unit 187 : Loaded

Thursday, February 09, 2006

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listening to: Billy Idol : White Wedding (Parts I and II) - the original LONG version i remember from my yoof

Edukating Me

Midnight. I really enjoyed watching the movie outdoors with Muzz and Charlotte. It was The Edukators, a German movie... really good. AND they used Jeff Buckley's awesome version of Leonard Cohen's “Hallelujah”. It's about activism, and love, and friendship and not living a bourgeois lifestyle. Inspiring. I thought about things. Peaceful. I looked up at the stars, and the half moon and drank coffee and thought of a distant lover.

I've been exposed to hard truths about myself lately, among others my need to “teach” others when they may actually not ask for it.

I think i have to change myself. I think that is the problem. Not that my wants and feelings are unimportant. But i need to go deeper. When i get to hard places, it shows me yet more layers of the onion that i need to scrape off myself, exposing my raw skin. So that i can see where i am not chr1stlike. And cry, and start to change some more.



(Written two nights ago)

listening to: Jeff Buckley : Hallelujah (Leonard Cohen)

Too Old To Play?

Intriguing ideas from Switzerland about play grounds for everyone

And good news for the planet from American fundies

listening to: Spiderbait: F**n awesome

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

God FAQ

http://www.400monkeys.com/God/

listening to: Frontline Assembly : Dissident

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Monday, February 06, 2006

Intentional Communities

Cos i live in a tiny intentional community (8 people spread over 4 houses) i found the following interesting

What's True About Intentional Communities:
Dispelling the Myths


Compiled by the Fellowship for Intentional Communities, October 1996

1. Myth: There are no intentional communities anymore; they died out in the `60s &`70s.

Fact: Not so. Many of those communities survived and thrived, and many new ones have formed since then. A significant new wave of interest in intentional communities has grown over the last several years.

We listed 540 intentional communities in North America in the 1995 edition of our Communities Directory--up from 300 in our 1990/91 edition. Several hundred more communities (who declined to be listed) are in our database. We estimate there are several thousand altogether.

2. Myth: Intentional communities are all alike.

Fact: There is enormous diversity among intentional communities. Most communities share land or housing, but more importantly, their members share a common vision and work actively to carry out their common purpose.

However, their purposes vary widely. For example, communities have been formed to share resources, to create great family neighborhoods, to live ecologically sustainable lifestyles, or to live with others who hold similar values. Some communities are wholly secular; others are committed to a common spiritual practice; many are spiritually eclectic. Some are focused on egalitarian values and voluntary simplicity, or mutual interpersonal growth work, or rural homesteading and self-reliance. Some communities provide services, for example helping war refugees, the urban homeless, or developmentally disabled children or adults. Some communities operate rural conference and retreat centers, health and healing centers, or sustainable-living education centers.

3. Myth: Intentional communities are "communes."

Fact: Many people use these terms interchangeably, however, it is probably more useful to use the term "commune" to describe a particular kind of intentional community whose members live "communally" in an economic sense--operating with a common treasury and sharing ownership of their property. Most intentional communities are not communes, though some of the communities most active in the communities movement are.

4. Myth: Most community members are young--in their twenties.

Fact: Most communities are multi-generational. In the hundreds of North American communities we know about, most members range in age from 30 to 60, with some in their 20s, some 60 and older, and many children.

5. Myth: Most communitarians are hippies.

Fact: While some of today's communities can trace their roots back to the counterculture of the `60s and `70s, few today identify with the hippie stereotype. (Moreover, many of the characteristics that identified "hippies" 25 years ago--long hair, bright clothes, ecological awareness--have become integrated into mainstream lifestyles.)

On the political spectrum, communitarians tend to be left of center. In terms of lifestyle choices, they tend to be hard working, peace loving, health conscious, environmentally concerned, and family oriented. Philosophically they tend toward a way of life which increases the options for their own members without limiting the choices of others.

6. Myth: All intentional communities are out in the boondocks.

Fact: While 54% of the communities listed in the 1995 Communities Directory are rural, 28% are urban, 10% have both rural and urban sites, and 8% don't specify.

7. Myth: Most intentional communities are organized around a particular religion or common spiritual practice.

Fact: While it's true that many groups have a spiritual focus--and most of the better-known historical communities did, such as Amana and Oneida--of the 540 North American communities listed in the Communities Directory, 65% are secular or don't specify, while only 35% are explicitly spiritual or religious.

8. Myth: Most intentional communities have an authoritarian form of governance; they follow a charismatic leader.

Fact: The reverse is true; the most common form of governance is democratic, with decisions made by some form of consensus or voting. Of the hundreds of communities we have information about, 64% are democratic, 9% have a hierarchical or authoritarian structure, 11% are a combination of democratic and hierarchical, and 16% don't specify. Many communities which formerly followed one leader or a small group of leaders have changed in recent years to a more democratic form of governance.

9. Myth: Community members all think alike.

Fact: Because communities are by definition organized around a common vision or purpose, their members tend to hold a lot of values and beliefs in common--many more than shared among a typical group of neighbors. Still, disagreements are a common occurrence in most communities, just as in the wider society. The object of community is not so much to eliminate conflict as to learn to work with it constructively.

10. Myth: Most communities are "cults."

Fact: Many sociologists and psychologists know that the popular image of "cults" and "mind control" is distorted. Both the American Psychological Association and the Society for the Scientific Study of Religion have done research that refutes the idea that religious or other groups are systematically brainwashing their members or interfering with their ability to think critically.

Although the term "cult" is usually intended to identify a group in which abuse occurs, its use frequently says more about the observer than the observed. It would generally be more accurate if the observer said "a group with values and customs different from mine; a group that makes me feel uncomfortable or afraid."

Most communities are not abusive toward members. The ones which are, especially those prone to violence, can attract media attention which falsely implies that intentional communities are abusive in general. It's our experience that the overwhelming majority of communities go quietly about their business, and are considered good places to live by their members--and good neighbors by people who live around them.

11. Myth: Community members have little privacy or autonomy.

Fact: The degree of privacy and autonomy in communities varies as widely as the kinds of communities themselves. In some communities individual households own their own land and house, and have their own independent economy (perhaps with shared facilities, as in many land co-ops); their degree of privacy and autonomy is nearly identical to that of mainstream society. However, in communities with specific religious or spiritual lifestyles (such as monasteries or some meditation retreats), privacy and autonomy are typically more limited, as part of the purpose for which the community was organized. Most communities fall between these two points on the privacy/held-in-common spectrum.

The trend among intentional communities forming now is toward more individual control than was common among those which formed in the `60s and `70s. For example, one of the fastest growing segments of the communities movement today is cohousing, where residents enjoy autonomy similar to that of any planned housing development. Finding a healthy balance between individual needs and those of the community is a key issue for the `90s--in both intentional communities and the larger society in general.

12. Myth: Most members of intentional communities live impoverished lifestyles with limited resources.

Fact: Communities make a wide variety of choices regarding standard of living--some embrace voluntary simplicity, while others emphasize full access to the products and services of today's society. Communities tend to make careful choices about the accumulation and use of resources, deciding what best fits with their core values. Regardless of the choices made, nearly all communities take advantage of sharing and the opportunities of common ownership to allow individuals access to facilities and equipment they don't need to own privately (for example power tools, washing machines, pickup trucks, and in some cases, even swimming pools).

In terms of material wealth, communities evolve like families: starting off with limited resources, new communities tend to live simply. As they mature, they tend to create a stable economic base and enjoy a more comfortable life--according to their own standards. Many established communities (20 years and older) have built impressive facilities, some of which are quite innovative in design and materials. The dollars to finance these improvements have come from successful community businesses, ranging from light manufacturing to food products, from computer services to conference centers.

13. Myth: Most people who live in communities are running away from responsibilities.

Fact: Many people choose to live in community because it offers a way of life which is different, in various ways, from that of the wider society. Since living in community does not eliminate everyday responsibilities, most community members raise families, maintain and repair their land and buildings, work for a living, pay taxes, etc.

At the same time, communitarians usually perceive their lifestyle as more caring and satisfying than that of mainstream culture, and because of this--and the increased free time which results from pooling resources and specialized skills--many community members feel they can engage more effectively with the wider society. In fact, many communitarians are deeply involved in their wider community of neighbors, and often provide staffing or even leadership for various local civic and social change organizations.

from http://www.ic.org/pnp/myths.php

listening to: Uncle Riotous | Bark at the Wildchild 06

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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Negative Record Contracts

Useful comments from Type O Negative's Peter Steele, from a 2003 Ink9 interview


What do you think of how Roadrunner has changed since Type O has been with the label? I know the band has always had some sticky issues with them.

Technically, at this point we're no longer with the label; we've fulfilled our contract. We handed the masters over to them about a week and a half ago. At that point, we were free. I think every band has issues with their label. Even the Beatles had an issue with their own label, Apple. I guess I've learned that there's really no such thing as a bad label, there is only a bad contract. I realized that no one forced me to sign that contract. I should have -- or we should have -- just hired a better lawyer, because I signed off to things that I cannot believe I was told was a "standard" contract. You know what? There is no such thing as a standard contract. That's just want is handed to you, because you're expected to compromise somewhere. As far as standards go, there is no industry standard for anything. If my manager wants to take fifty percent of my publishing and I offer five and I only give him five, well then, that's my standard. It's ironic that we've reached the end of the contract. My relationship -- and the band's relationship -- with Roadrunner has actually improved somewhat. There's a possibility that we will re-sign [with the label], but we have to go where the best offer is. After all, I'm not doing this for my health. If anything, it takes away from my health, so I'm open to all options.


listening to Type O Negative | Blood and Fire

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